L-O-V-E

After Breakup Talks:

-" Damn, Why does it happen if it can't last?" 

-"It lasts. It surely does. It's just the society rules that don't let it go well."

Kidnapped

An article published on the Express tribune Blog about the kidnappings in the Sindh and Baluchistan region. The main focus of these kidnappers are the rich Hindus of that area. The Hindu Community is worried and the Government is as unresponsive as ever.. http://tribune.com.pk/story/442287/kidnapped-2/

A Random piece from my journal

Dear Diary,

It's rainy today. It's raining so hard or "pouring" will be the best word I guess. Karachi looks more fascinating. Kids playing in the dirty puddles, cars stuck in the traffic jam, Roads looking like pools, girls complaining when they have to take care of their clothes, books and hand bags while passing through the flooded roads, teens standing at the Pakorey wali dukaan and eating pakora and samosa with Chai. Everybody's happy. Everyone loves rain except for when they cut the electricity supply due to rain.. All my friends tweeting and texting about how happy they are about the rain. :)

Hina Meghani: Reached home after 4 hours of getting stuck into the traffic.

Aman: Tired, bored, exhausted, no hawa in his hall, no mooooooood to go out or take a shower-lazy as always.

Me: In Usta :'(  {A small town in the interior Sindh of Pakistan}

#MissingKarachi

Dilemma

"Do you trust me? "

"Of course, I do. Otherwise I wouldn't tell you everything. Why'd you ask?"

"WOW, you trust me?! Well, DAMN! CRAP, HELL, NO.  NO.  NOOO!! " -_-

"What? Why? What happened?.... Hey, reply plz.? " :O 

And I quit replying..

I soo wanna break your trust. Like it's not even funny. Trust me, like no shit!

Every now and then, I think of the 2 year old boy sitting next to me on the swing in my balcony. We swing on it together, we play, we laugh, we talk and we share things about our school. Yes, it's when we are 2. I have the best time of the day with you and think of it when your're gone.
And I still remember that little boy and his talks even now if I'm 17.

And now, I see a 17 year old teenage boy, who cheats with his loved ones, breaks rules, breaks *hearts*, doesn't give a damn to truthfulness, honesty, sincerity and being nice.

"What? Am I not honest with 'you'? ", you would ask me. Yes, yes you are all honest with me and that's exactly what kills me!

No, Seriously. What hurts the most is that 'I know' you're ruining yourself. 'I know' that you're gonna end up bad. 'I know' that you're becoming the person nobody wants you to be-specially not me.

And yet, I still can't DO anything! And that's because of the trust of you on me.

That 2 year old boy forces me, urges me and commands me to change this 17 year old teen into the person he was supposed to be. And the very core of my soul wants to bring that boy back. And I'd do anything to bring him back and yet, Nothing! I don't have the power to. Since I'm bound to the strong bond of our friendship and I don't wanna loose it.

How can I just stay quiet and let you finish yourself when I am one of your well-wishers? How can I just see it all silently and let you die and don't even try to save you? Just because you damn 'trust' me to keep all your dark secrets, I have to be co operative in a painful way.

And yet, I'm having a battle inside of me, thinking if I should listen to those 2 year old boy and girl or this teenager..?

Which makes me wonder that how would 'you' react if the situation was reversed? Would you save me or let me destroy myself with my very own will?

Think about it!

Educated Much?!

You are educated but not tolerant?!

-What-A-Shame!